My mind has been full of so many thoughts and ideas lately. I crave learning...especially about spiritual matters. The last few years have taken me on a spiritual journey I never could have imagined. Journaling has been my outlet throughout my life but I feel like I am being led to express these thoughts online.
I don't feel that I have a ton of truly profound things to share so this is primarily for myself. I am going to write as if it is my journal. If no one ever sees a single word of it, I will feel it still serves a purpose.
To get right to the core of it, a few years ago I had a faith crisis. I worked at it. Prayed my heart out. Studied both "sides" of each principle that concerned me. I did this for months and finally felt peace. I'll post more of this story in detail another day.
One year later I was in neutral/numb mode. I felt like I was living beneath my privileges. Well, I was and still am. A few things came into my life, orchestrated by God to wake me up! I have felt a fire burning in my chest and leading me along through the ups and downs of life. It has been a little over a year since that experience.
I can't say, "I was blind but now I see." I know there is so much I am still blind to. This is where I will reflect on how my eyes have been opened in the past and how my Savior continues to enlighten me with His Grace and Truth. My musings and discoveries follow.